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Internalization is the key to every single person's success

3 Pieces of evidence

1. a book on creativity...so far I have been practicing many of the techniques in the books I am reading...on my own without any prior knowledge. Any additional knowledge is good, but I am forever thankful that I was already on the right path

2. Had a wonderful idea crystallize in my mind. Saw it in fruition and if anything could be profitable...

3. 1 very tiny incident


I believe I can really do this and achieve what I want...

Writer's Block: Lesson learned

The transition from youth to adulthood can be smooth or incredibly difficult. What is the most important lesson you learned since middle school, and how has it guided you?

Never give anyone too much leverage over you. Always have an "out".

muse

I realize I idolize those that have the following:

- very strong drive and distinct vision in what they wish to accomplish...yet at the same time...very adaptable and flexible. These individuals are very obsessed with what they do. They are meticulous in their craft. They are frozen in time. They are unique.

the un-nerdy nerd?

keep watching these youtube videos of hot chicks and their makeup tutorials.

they talk ditzy but every once in a while they throw in makeup artist terminology in...which is strange. Its sort of like when nerds throw in their terminology and you would have to know their world to know what they are talking about.

Its just interesting...forming their own community...finding their own intellectualism and yet be "socially capable"...at least in others eyes.

also they are using pretty pro cameras and know how to edit film.

interesting.
with some people...you really dont want to fuck with them. give them any ounce of leverage over you and they will abuse it like crazy.
You told me
You'd wait here patiently but
I wonder if he's kidding
Well maybe he could be serious now
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know

I'm sorry it's taking me so long
To find out what I'm feeling
I wonder if it will come to me
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

I want you to know

What I'm trying to say is that
I'm feeling a change and
I'll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won't ask you to stay
But I don't want to lose you

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

Never ever let it go
My feelings show
Never ever let it go
My feelings show
Never ever let it go
My feelings show

anideaindex

Illustration:

Use photographed elements in the illustration. Dirt for a head of hair for example.
I think sometimes we are so afraid to hurt that we don't let wonderful possibilities enter our lives. Let go...hurt is natural and temporary...never having is forever.

In my sleep my dreams keep me entertained...when I am awake my dreams keep me alive.

If

Real Love is "I care how you feel." Conditional love is "I like how you make me feel." Conditional love is what people give to us when we do what they want, and it's the only kind of love that most of us have ever known. People have liked us more when we made them feel good, or at least when we did nothing to inconvenience them. In other words, we have to buy conditional love from the people around us.

It's critical that we be able to distinguish between Real Love and conditional love. When we can't do that, we tend to settle for giving and receiving conditional love, which leaves us empty, unhappy, and frustrated. Fortunately, there are two reliable signs that love is not genuine: disappointment and anger. Every time we frown, sigh with disappointment, speak harshly, or in any way express our anger at other people, we're communicating that we're not getting what we want. At least in that moment, we are not caring for our partner's happiness, but only for our own. Our partner then senses our selfishness and feels disconnected from us and alone, no matter what we say or do.

Most of us have received little, if any, Real Love. We prove that every day with the evidence of our unhappiness - our fear, anger, blaming, withdrawal, manipulation, controlling, and so on. People who know they're unconditionally loved don't feel and do those things. But most of us have been taught since childhood to do without Real Love and to settle instead for giving and receiving conditional love.